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If you're going to fuck me, fuck me.

Sat Jul 11, 2009, 12:52 AM
  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: The Dryer running
  • Reading: Lasher
  • Watching: Life pass by
  • Playing: Pokemon Platnium
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Black Cherry soda
The day after I was last here, I spoke with a girl in my building. I helped her clean out her car and I talked about my recent happenings. She was so much like myself, it was like I was talking to myself. I really needed that talk and I didn't feel bad after that. That talk was something I majorly needed and it at least helped since I'm usually the one that sits and listens to friends and not the other way around.

That Friday, Neil got dumped by Vince. It turned out that Vince wasn't thinking that there was any relationship and because he didn't really talk to Neil about any of that, Neil was led to believe that there was an actual relationship there when it seemed to be nothing but sex. Vince went back to his boyfriend to work things out with him. Neil complained that he shouldn't feel as bad as I did a week after dumping me. Oh I felt vindicated because I warned him that it seemed like nothing more than a fling and that it just didn't seem like a real relationship. He kept ignoring my ideas and said that I was only saying it because I was still hurting from the break up. I was still hurting, but I was more worried about him getting hurt because I still care about him.

Of course he says that everyone calls him a "one in a million" guy and yet he complains that no one seems to want him. I told him that someone who's said that to him still does want him and I don't think that will change. Pretty much, our relationship is still the same as it was, just minus the sex part of it all. I'm also still the best at giving Neil blow jobs and I admit that I do still give him blow jobs, maybe it's an ego boost, maybe it's because I keep hoping that he'll come back to me, but I still do it and I enjoy doing it. (Although we got drunk and rolled in the sheets for old times sake a few weeks back)

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=Rhapsodys-fire:iconRhapsodys-fire: Jun 22, 2009, 6:26:28 AM
*hugs for the missy* wow. so thats the whole story...... i understand why you still love him, and don't hate him. heh, josh and i are going through one hell of a rough patch right now where he says that i'm not what he needs right now..... i'm so sorry you have to go through this. i know you won't see this message for awhile, but i hope that it helps you when you do... *sends waves fo good feelings* you'll find someone else, missy. but after a 4 and a half year relationship, i'd say take it slow. don't look immediatly. you will hurt for awhile, and its natural and its probably necessary. you don't love someone for that long and not hurt. it'll get better though. i promise. *hugs again* we're herefor you.

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~SiberianAshe:iconSiberianAshe: 3 days 15 hours ago
Well things still hurt, but not as bad. Our relationship is back to normal, except there's no more sex unless he's drunk. I'm planning to not date until the world makes sense again, so I think I'll be single for eternity. It hurts to get dumped, but when you're dumped for the other gender, it's a real blow to the ego.

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=Rhapsodys-fire:iconRhapsodys-fire: 1 day 15 hours ago
*hugs missy* back to normal? *confused* ...yeah i dont blame you on the dating thing. i would wait too.... hang in there hun. you'll find someone that doesn't suck... i swear people who dont suck must exist somewhere!

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~SiberianAshe:iconSiberianAshe: 16 hours 37 minutes ago
Yeah, it's just finding a guy who won't find me wierd or creepy with all of my interests.

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=Rhapsodys-fire:iconRhapsodys-fire: 1 hour 43 minutes ago
they exist... in fact so many guys that i know wish that their girlfriend was more like me.... most of them are annoyed that their girls don't play warhammer and other fun stuff. so hang in there, for now you've got us! *hugs alot*

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~magentafreak:iconmagentafreak: Apr 30, 2009, 12:52:39 AM
Thanks for the fave on "Bowser Cross Stitch!"

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~SiberianAshe:iconSiberianAshe: Apr 30, 2009, 1:09:07 AM
No prob! I'm a Bowser nut so I have to fave things with him!

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